09/06/2010

okay well i feel better in the friends department i suppose, im just being less 'excluding' myself. and tis' grand. I have this boy interest who is so goodlooking, and like me. But i dont really like myself, so i guess im kinda loosing my liking for him.. if that makes sense?..

im going to turkey for a week on sunday, and i actually think im gonna miss everyone, but i am so excited!

This guy Cill who i mentioned at the top, told me something about the boyfriend of my friend eda, i was so worried, because this certain thing is kinda horrible. I then told kayleigh because i was worried. And when Cill was mentioned infront of this boyfriend [neill] he went all quiet and sad, and i was soo agitated, and plained it too edah. And then tonight, the next night kay tells me that neill told her this secret.. somehow.. she got it out of him. HOW DOES SHE DO THIS?!
im actually so jealous, that she gets everyone to trust her. But it makes me not want to talk to her about stuff, for i dont wanna be like everyone else.

hmm i am very WEIRD.

i suppose im started to get into the group, and maybe if i just give it time, my friends will start to trust me.

OMG apparently damon is 'inlove'with me. Which is totally ridiculous, he is just lonely because everyone is pairing up, and i seem to be there. SILLY MAN!

turkey, turkey turkey sunday xD
oh im using xD's like wtb?! i dont do that :O